Strange...
We dream big...
work hard...
defeat the defeats...
fight the battles...
and achieve something...
(mind you, never THE thing - as there is always some other THE thing to be achieved after THE thing is achieved!)
But then after all that toil we don't feel as excited as we thought we would...
as excited as we dreamed we would...
we don't jump up and down neither scream on top of our voices...
we just smile and take it in a stride~
It genuinely does not mean that importance of achievement is anyway reduced...
It does not even mean that we do not value it...
No one can infer we are not happy either... 'cos you know what, we are!
But not ecstatic... enraptured... rhapsodic....
Why?
Maybe 'cos we always knew that one day we WOULD achieve it!
Or maybe .... maybe I don't know!
3 comments:
There is the THE thing!
But we deny what is obvious.
I will try to share my understanding about it in brief- (only a path can be discussed, experience is unique, one has to walk on his own!) -
Dream getting replaced by another dream once the first one is achieved – is nothing but a process of DESIRE.
Desire once fulfilled gets replaced by another desire.
But in the process the constant urge to ACHIEVE something, never dies. Hence the constant uneasiness! The power game starts.
The fun is to understand the true nature of our existence. And once we become aware, we start understanding that the whole universe is NEED based and only humans are Desire based. It is a trick of a mind!
What we are is not what mind tells us we are!
We are part of the WHOLE (consciousness, nothingness, chaitanya, parabramha, god etc. ) but our mind tricks us and tells us that we are engineers, architects, doctors, historians, clerks, actors, workers etc. But all these professions are not what we are! Deep down the core we are NOTHING!
Example – a man is observing a waterfall. He is mesmerized by the beauty around him and the sound of waterfall.
Cut to
He is in his bedroom, away from the waterfall. But he recalls the sound of the waterfall and thinks that it is still there. NO…it is not there…water hit the ground, created waves, they hit the ear drum and sound was heard. So we create the world around us.
(Collective conscious works beautifully and hence we all can see car as a car, tree as a tree and all the things around us.)
In reality nothing exists. Scientists have tried to answer this with proof and are still trying hard.
Every thing is particles-is what Newton said. Then, Einstein- every thing is Energy. Then, the quantum physics, particle physics. And now Nano-technology!
Stephan Hawking has said in a press conference that his theory of Big Bang is incomplete. He further said that to understand it to its core one has to TRANSCEND his mind. What does he mean by that?
Einstein had said – reality is an illusion though a very persistent one! (Mithya)
What did he mean by that?
It only means that WHAT WE ARE IS NOT WHAT MIND TELLS US WE ARE!
So in short, no matter how hard we will deny THE ULTIMATE goal of any human being is to realize the TRUE NATURE of our existence. Some call it Enlightenment. And consciously or unconsciously we all are walking towards it.
Power is a beautiful game of MIND. One works hard and earns money and then has a nice sophisticated life style. What is he doing by living life sophisticatedly? Subconsciously he is trying to be better than what he is, all the time. But no matter how hard he tries, the constant uneasiness never leaves him till the last breath.
The detachment from the WHOLE (god, nothingness etc) makes us uneasy and we keep on running behind futile goals.
It is not bad to set short term goals in life to achieve comforts. But if one gets involved in them emotionally then that becomes his life and that brings the misery at the end!
Once the WHOLE is seen then the eternal quest ends and then one dwells in the realm of Ecstasy!
Once this is understood then the next question raise that does it mean that one should leave everything and go in woods and meditate? …
NO…being aware and working passionately is the solution!
Just smile and take it in a stride!!! As you said!!
Observing our each and every action makes us understand the INTENSION behind every action and the purity starts flowing in our life style. Why to do so? Because once the purity starts flowing in, the Ego starts becoming weak and once this process starts then the nature starts speaking back!
Nothingness!!!
Take care…tata…kedar….
Kedar, you rock!!! You are THE best!!! :)
I definitely have something to say on this … because I have had the similar experience ..
For me ways are always more important than the means .. means motivate me to found new ways but for me means and goals are just like a point in my life and for very small time …most of time of the life is filled with the means or process to achieve these goals which I enjoy more, which gives me joy, excitement, good experience and a lot more to learn…
Sometimes process is more interesting than the goal … I have experienced this, that doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy achievement but very recently I have realize what I have said above .. recently something I did which was a great and absolutely unexpected achievement for me and my family, may be it was a average performance by others point of view but for me it was very very important and special I had never thought this could happen to me .. and that time I realize … in just 4-5 days I accept the thing and that was not very special anymore .. but the process which I gone through before always remained special for me …
Hmmm…
I had another strange experience on another incident (which was an achievement for me)
When I was actually scared by the achievement ..
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